Well, it's not exactly a relationship, but it seemed like the best place to post it. Ok let me rewind here to the beginning. I would say about, 2002. I was in 7th grade. He was in 8th. My name is Ali ((duh you all know that i just felt the need to say it)) His name is Kyle. His best friend is my best friend's brother. Ok. Got that squared away. I met him, I think the summer before going into 7th, but I am not sure Anywho, I guess you could say that we were friends. Or at least acquaintences. I called him George. He hated it. I stopped. ((this is sounding so emo-professional)) One day on Halloween he had a haunted garage. We went to Miranda's garage and were carving pumpkins. I threw a seed in his mouth. He spit it back at me. One day me and Destini ((my best friend)) went to his house. He gave me paintballs. I used them for an extra credit project. For some reason I always wanted to go to his house for more paintballs. Now I know that reason. I was in love with him, but I didn't know it. One day me and Destini went to his house to sell him something. I took his phone off the stairs and called George Bush. He was on a boating trip. That cost Kyle 15 cents. Oh well. We went up in his room and he turned on his Boombox. It was Eminem- Lose Yourself. We both loved that song. ((remember, this is 2002. Or maybe it was 2003, and maybe no one gives a flying flip)) Anywho, we were gonna leave since his mom wasn't home. That's why he couldn't buy anything that day. ((we have sold other stuff to him numerous times, but I am kind of mixing all those times into one)) Back to the story. Destini went out the door. I went to follow. He shut the door on me. I asked him what he wanted. He asked me if I hated his ((now-ex)) girlfriend. I said I didn't even know her, but now I DO hate her. Anywho, let's pretend it is Christmas 2003 and my cousin Jessie is spending the night. Melanie is telling a story about the whole street being attacked. I go "Was it Groves Drive?" ((I am not putting my real street name on here I am making that name up)) And my sister goes "No, it was Farley Way" ((Made that up, too)) and I go "No, that's Kyle's street" I didn't know it yet, but I was in love with him. Now pretend like I haven't talked to Kyle in forever. YOUR NOT PRETENDING! Ok, thank you. Pretend I am going out with this jerk named Magic Carpet Didi. Alot of stuff I probably left out. But oh well. Ok back to the story. I go over to Destini's house, oh yeah, with Magic Carpet Didi. Kyle gives me this flirty wave goodbye. Oh I forgot to add, this is the summer before 9th grade. Magic Carpet Didi was angry. But I didn't care. Because I didn't know it yet, but I was in love with him. ((not Magic Carpet Didi, but Kyle)) A few weeks later me and Melanie and Devan went to the gazebo. There was Kyle, skateboarding. I told him that my boyfriend didn't like him. We had a nice talk. Melanie wanted to go home. I didn't want to, but I did anyways. She wanted to leave because it was raining. I wanted to stay because I was in love with him and didn't know it yet. When I finally stopped going out with MCDD, I realized and finally admitted to myself that Kyle was kind of cute. I had always known that, though. I just didn't know that I knew it. I knew that MCDD hated Kyle. Well guess what? I hate MCDD! So ha! I started liking Kyle. You know, like a crush. I told all of my friends about him. He was my new crush. On the first day of 9th grade, I waved to him in the hallway and said "Hi kid that lives by me" Didn't talk to him since. I am now about to start my 3rd day of Grade 10. But I am not done explaining everything taht happened in 9th, even if I didn't talk to him. So, yeah. I had a crush on him. I didn't realize it, but I guess that I was kind of stalking him. But I totally didn't mean to. It's just that everything I found out about him made me love him even more. I made a list of everything I knew about him. Then I stopped. One day in October I told Bob, this jerk who lives by me that I liked Kyle. Big mistake. He says that he told Kyle, and that Kyle wants me to die. I didn't believe him. One day Sam called his house from my house. She left a message on his machine. She said "Hey Kyle what's up. I can't tell you who this is, but what's up" apparently according to Bob and Sam ((who really isn't my friend)) he saw my number on the caller ID and got pissed. Even though I never knew that he knew my last name, but whatever. Anywho, my stepsister Melanie kept talking about how "He USED to be her friend until Destini told him I liked him" And Destini wouldn't do that. She is my best friend. Destini called him from her party and said that he said that I am weird and the whole school hates me. I am not sure whether I should trust her on that one. It was almost a year ago. So, yeah. Let's fast forward a bit. Um, I forget what month it is. Pretend that me and Kimmie go to his locker, and take stuff. And I have a Kyle shrine. Now let me just get to the deelio here. I still like him ((if you didn't figure that out by now)) I write stories about him, he is my life. I can't help it. It makes me depressed. He is not in my lunch period this year. That depresses me. I don't see him too much in the hallways. That depresses me. He is always over Destini's house. That depresses me. ((because I am usually at my mom's so I can't go over there)) In May, he broke his finger. It depressed me. He is getting his liscence. It depresses me. He graduates in 2007. It depresses me. When he took the OGT, it depressed me. When it was his birthday, it depressed me. Recently, he signed on AIM. I am not getting into how I got his screen name. I sunk low and talked to him on my cousin's fake screen name. What is wrong with me? I can't bring myself to talk to him, and I am depressed! If you need any more info, I will gladly provide it. Just someone please tell me what is wrong with me.
I am sad that I don't see him in school and sad that he will be a senior next year. These are my emotions about him.